Tuesday, December 23, 2008

When did that happen?

How is 2008 almost over? I mean seriously. It feels like just recently I was all snazzied up, raising my glass of champagne (or was it sparkling cider...hmmmm) and ringing in 2008 with some good friends, and a friendly wager with my buddy Sizer. I half-jokingly said I was going to give up booze for the whole year. He said I couldn't do it. That turned my joke into a serious challenge. We only bet $10, but it was more the idea that he didn't think I could make it, and that I wanted to prove him wrong that was the driving force behind the bet. I didn't make it, but definitely felt I could have. I realized 2008 was going to be a year of firsts, and big deals that were going to call for a celebratory drink. So I gladly payed him $10 and went to Prost! for a bier sometime in March or April.

I kind of went off of the "not drinking for a year" tangent, but it really doesn't seem like that was nearly a year ago. Crazy. This last year has been a memorable one for me. Started off with the "no booze" challenge. Then I got laid off from WaMu, but moved rather easily to Wells Fargo. After a few months I got laid off again. Sweet. Twice in four months.

During that time though, while with WaMu, I went to Vegas, for only the second time ever, with my office. Such a blast. I know I never finished my three part blog about the trip but it was killer. They are going again in a month, January 2009, but sadly I won't be able to join them. Too bad too, they're a lot of fun...man I miss that office.

In June I went to New York with my old college roommate. First time in NYC for the both of us. We met up with another old college roommate, Walt, and saw a game at Yankee Stadium before it closed at the end of the 2008 season. We got to see Ken Griffey Jr. hit a HR, and I believe it was the last one he hit in Yankee Stadium. Walt headed back down to the DC area, but Jon and I mastered the subway system, walked around in Times Square, got my picture taken with the Naked Cowboy, threw the frisbee in Central Park, and got to see the Mariners play the Mets at Shea Stadium before it closed at the end of the 2008 season. The M's won behind the first ever grand slam by a pitcher, courtesy of Felix Hernandez. The whole trip was great. I love baseball, and so does Jon, so it was very cool for both of us to experience the New York stadiums, and even cooler than we got to do it together.

In July one of my best friends, and still a great friend, Sizer, got married in central Oregon. He asked me to be in the wedding, which was a blast. All of the groomsmen had become friends over the past several years so it was a lot of fun to see them all and hang out, have fun, and be there to celebrate our friend's wedding. We played golf, lawn games, poker, drank beer and just let loose and enjoyed being together. The wedding itself was beautiful. Size looked so sharp, and his lovely bride Elise was stunning. The night before the wedding one of our friends said it would be cool if we all walked up and gave Size something random when we walked up the aisle to our places. That turned into..."wouldn't it be sweet if we got him a wedding Mr. Potato Head and each gave him a piece of that?" Thanks to my mom, we were able to pull that off, which completely surprised Size, and was really fun to be a part of. The reception was a blast too. Beer, champagne, music, dancing, good friends, being outside...it was great. Despite the long drive to get there, it was a fantastic weekend.

I also took my then current roommate, Dan, to Vegas for his birthday in August. It was his first time there and we had a good time. Gambled too much, lost more money than we wanted, but did manage to play blackjack in 30 different casinos. Took him to dinner at this delicious Brazilian bbq place where we got the "all you can eat meat fest"...or whatever its called. OMG is it tasty. Also got to see the Sirens show at TI (just the free show they do out front, but still cool), and we stopped to see the water show at the Bellagio (like in the end of Ocean's 11), and finally made into old Vegas, or downtown. I love going to Vegas, and after having been twice (pretty recently) I felt I could show him a good time and think I did well.

In September was when I got laid off from Wells Fargo, and since then things have been different. I was still living with Dan then, and he started dating a girl. It had been a long time since he'd been in a relationship, so it was understandable that he was all "twitterpated" over her, plus they're a good fit for each other. So I saw him less, which I understood, but it took some adjusting to get used to. In October we decided we were going to each move out and go our separate ways as far as our living arrangements were concerned. He moved out in mid-November...and that was weird. Had to adjust to not living with Dan, and living alone. I thought I was going to move into a studio and live alone too, but that didn't pan out so well. Lucky for me my friend Melanie was looking to move and so we decided to move in together. Found this fabulous place in Ballard, and we moved in this month. She has two cats, and I'm not a cat person, but they're pretty cool. Never lived with a girl before either, but Mel is bomb, and the cats are entertaining so its all good...just new and different.

And that's about it...I think...as far as the highlights go. Plenty more happened, but those are the "BIG" things I can think of right now. Lots of good times spent with friends, camping trips, new friends, old friends, trivia nights, all nighters, 4th of July at Gasworks, a trip to Spokane, a trip to Portland, many Mariner's games, a few Seahawks games, countless happy hours, but all in all a pretty damn good year. Even with being laid off, and being currently unemployed, I'll remember 2008 for all the good that happened.

Unfortunately for 2009, its not going to start off on the best foot. I will more than likely still be unemployed, which is now becoming a much bigger problem than it was in September and October. Even so, I have high hopes for 2009 to be every bit as good as 2008. A lot has changed for me in the last quarter of 2008, some good and some bad, but I'm hoping to make more good changes in the new year. I'd even venture to say I'm optimistic...and coming from someone who considers himself a "realist," that's a pretty bold statement. Ah yes, I do believe 2009 is going to be my year :)

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

señorita

I stole this from a friend/quasi-faux-brother of mine. Here goes...


Because I can. You can, too!

Rules so you can play along at home.
1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
*5. Tag at least X value friends.
*6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like a virus.

*stolen from facebook...so these make more sense


If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
"bullet in the head"
-rage against the machine
[mildly cryptic but clearly its not ok...]

How would you describe yourself?
"cigarette"
-ben folds five
[oh yea...i am totally a chain smoker so this is perfect]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"it's a heartache"
-bonnie tyler
[oddly enough...this is seemingly true. always seem to find girls right after a hard break-up]

How do you feel today?
"cupid's chokehold"
-gym class heroes
[semi-recently...yes...but not today so yay!]

What is your life’s purpose?
"touch your button carnival jam"
-wyclef jean ft. many other artists :)
[i haven't a clue what this could even being to mean...]

What is your motto?
"drunk girl"
-something corporate
[well that's just trouble...]

What do your friends think of you?
"uptight"
-green day
[i had no idea...damn]

What do you think of your parents?
"i summon you"
-spoon
[this is just nonsense...tho oddly, i did call (summon?) my mom like four times today]

What do you think about very often?
"big casino"
-jimmy eat world
[well i do love vegas...and have been talking about going in january]

What is 2 + 2?
"my name is (dc flag remix)"
-mc chris
[um...what?]

What do you think of your best friend?
"forever man"
-eric clapton
[well that's comforting...tho i'm not sure who i'd call my best friend]

What do you think of the person you like?
"bleed american"
-jimmy eat world
[our hearts, littering the top soil...wuh oh!]

What is your life story?
"sometimes you have to ask yourself"
-mxpx
[so the answer is another question that's more or less the same as the original question :/]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"want"
-disturbed
[again with the answer being the question...and why do i have disturbed???]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"all of your love"
-hellogoodbye
[aawwww...hey ben's answer works for me too...awwwww to that]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"start the show"
-common ft. kanye west
[um...i guess not]

What will they play at your funeral?
"oh god, where are you now? (in pickeral lake? pigeon? marquette? macki?)"
-sufjan stevens
[that's erie...mention of God and a question of where He or i will end up...somber song too]

What is your hobby/interest?
"he can only hold her"
-amy winehouse
[lol...this is funny for a very specific reason that most people are clueless about...hahaha]

What is your biggest fear?
"glow"
-nelly furtado
[...nuclear reactors? toxic waste? white stuff in a black light? hmmm....]

What is your biggest secret?
"where eagles have been"
-wolfmother
[so secret i don't even know the answer...]

What do you think of your friends?
"not what it seems"
-something corporate [for the second time...odd for 4360 songs]
[that's ominous...i have two faced friends??? nooooooooooooooo!!!]

What will you post this as?
"señorita"
-justin timberlake
[lol...ok i will]

Monday, November 10, 2008

Another new week, another new...

I've got so many different ideas and thoughts tumbling around in my head but nothing is completely formed or solidified. Think of it as a freshly cleaned, but still damp and jumbled mess, of clothes thrown into the dryer. Everything is there, and will eventually come out as its own, single item...but for now they're all just caught in the tumble dry cycle. I wonder what the cranial metaphor for a dryer sheet would be?

New week, new blog but not much new here...well mostly. Still unemployed. The "in" I thought I had with WaMu has apparently vanished before it ever really went anywhere. I still need to find a new place to live, though the roommate has moved out...at least effectively. He has stuff here still, but his new place is fully functional and more home (for him) than our place is. Last night was the first night he spent at this new place. He's not slept here numerous times, but last night was different because he really doesn't live here anymore. It was weird. Always is when its my first night alone, like when he went to Europe...that it was 3am and freezing cold. I'll adjust, just like I did before, and enjoy the place to myself, but it will be weird adjusting. I've lived with the guy for over 2.5 years. The end of an era...or at least a quarter of a decade.

I have plenty more things I could just unload in the ol' blog here but I don't think those things are quite "dry" enough yet to pull out of the dryer. Usually if I let things tumble around long enough they seem to work themselves out just fine, or are ripe enough for sharing. In these next few days I hope to get up some more entries about a new CD I just bought and absolutely love, a rant-type post about things that "grind my gears" and hopefully some promising leads on a job or a new place to live.


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I think it's time...hahaha

No but really. I laugh because this post is about patience, being in a hurry, always being concerned with time...and how that's been popping up in front of me more and more as of late. Its also time for my next tattoo...I think.

A good friend of mine just posted about time, and how time moves and is viewed differently depending on where we are physically, and where we are mentally. For her, she was physically in the Caribbean and mentally on vacation. Time was so liquid and so irrelevant, for the most part...until she got back home, to Seattle, and was met with impatience of everyday life in the big city. For me, for some time now, I've been mentally on vacation and physically sitting on my ass at home. As was the case for my friend, time has been liquid, irrelevant, trivial. The days kind of blur together and I sometimes don't know if today was Monday, or if Monday comes tomorrow...or if it was yesterday. Unfortunately, that's not quite as relaxing as being on vacation and having the importance of time slowly fade away with the wake of the cruise ship...but I can empathize with her and share some of my own positive experiences.

Awhile back I posted about hupomone, the Greek word for patience. Now I'm not going to get up on my pedestal and tell you I never get impatient or act impulsively because that would be pompous, self righteous and flat out not true. I have however, really learned to be more patient in numerous aspects of my life and it always brings a little smile to my face when I realize my patience. Most often its in my car, where I used to be Mr. Impatient, but now I tend to just go with the flow and usually don't let traffic, or "idiot" drivers get the best of my temper or my patience. I just crack a small smile, laugh to myself that this used to piss me off something fierce, and continue on as my surrounding factors allow me to.

Recently what's helped with this even more was something I read, which said 60 mph is the ideal, or maybe max speed, at which you maximize your miles per gallon...and that even going 65 mph, a mere five miles per hour faster, is equivalent to that gallon of gas costing you another $0.30 per gallon. Geez! So instead of that fantastic last fill up being $2.79/gallon, it was more like $3.09 or more when I'm in a hurry in my car. So now I try to just cruise at 60 mph, and my driving irritations have been reduced to those people who think 50 mph is an acceptable freeway speed when there's no traffic, and the guy who cuts me off so he can pass one more car before he gets back over into far right lane to get off at the (only 100 feet to the) upcoming exit. Why do so many people feel the need to pass one more car before exiting the freeway? I don't get it.

So patience is a learned skill...and one worth having the patience to acquire :)

Speaking of waiting, I've been wanting some new ink pretty much since I left the shop with my first tattoo back in March/April of 2007. My first tattoo was somewhat spontaneous, but I'm very happy with what I chose, because it means something to me. I'm proud to have the first initials of my father (D), mother (K), sister (S), and brother (A) permanently wrapping my left forearm with a nautical star in between each letter. At the time I didn't know this, but the nautical star has many meanings, one of which is traced to old days of nautical navigation where sailors would get the star as "means of bringing good luck to guide them home." Another meaning comes from those serving in the military who get the star as a symbol for "finding one's path home" or the symbolic meaning of "finding ones way in life." So for me, its a symbol to me that no matter where I am, or where they are, my family represents home. The buildings and cities may change, but they will always be home. So I lucked out that the "cool looking star" I wanted, also has some relevant and meaningful symbolism with the rest of my tattoo.

Those simple letters and symbols have great significance to me, and I wanted my next tattoo to have just as much meaning. That's meant waiting to discover or create my next tattoo. I'm still not entirely sure what it will look like, but its becoming more and more clear to me what elements I want included...and that the artistic stylization I can discuss with the tattoo artist. Learning to be more patient has been very important and helpful to me, and its one of those universal truths that I think we often overlook. Being patient is hard, but worth it. So I want the word hupomone included in my next tattoo, as well as the Greek word for the kind of love that is divine, unconditional, self-sacrificing, active, volitional, and thoughtful...agape. I really like that definition too, and that word has been with me since a youth trip back in high school. From that same trip, there was a cross that hung from a necklace all of the youth received while at the conference we attended. It was a very unique cross that now hangs on my wall as a beautifully carved piece of wood. My mother had it made for me, and it reminds me of that amazing trip (which she came on with me) and is a tangible example of agape in my life. So while I don't have much yet on how these elements will all fit together to make an aesthetically pleasing tattoo, I know they mean a lot to me and that's really all that matters.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

A good indicator...


So these pics aren't of the current beard but they are past pictures that will give you a good idea of what the ol' beard looks like before I get rid of it and deny it the chance to burst forth into its current awesome glory. So enjoy these for now...

This may be my favorite picture of me...ever.